Try to forget
Try to forget
One is always on a strange road, watching strange scenery and listening to strange music. Then one day, you will find that the things you try hard to forget are already gone. I like to repeat this sentence. Every time when I read it, I learn more and I like it more.
Once I told myself that I should forget him, every reason advised me to forget him, but it was hard for me at that time. I met him in an online game which was called 9Dragons. At first I did not know how to play this game well and just followed my friends to do tasks. But in fact I was unhappy. Although they never told me that I had brought them a lot of troubles, I knew clearly. Earning 9Dragons gold while doing tasks should rely on cooperation, but I was careless and stupid, I always brought troubles to them. I decided to escape them, and they asked me to do tasks with them, I always refused. Just at this time I met him, he was a careful person. When I knew that he was willing to bring me to exercise, I was so happy. After I became his partner, sometimes he bought 9 Dragons gold for me. We left our footprints in almost every place in 9Dragons. The longer I got along with him, the deeper my feeling was. Gradually I found I had loved him.
I thought I was happy and I was addicted to this unreal world. But later a thing happened that made me feel sad. He had his girlfriend in reality. His girlfriend entered into this game, so he had no time to accompany with them. They were so close to each other and it made me envy. He bought a lot of cheap 9Dragons gold for her and protected her. He apologized to me and promised to buy 9 Dragons gold for me, but I did not need them. I did cry, but I knew that my heart broken. I had no mood to work or live. I always loss temper and felt depressed. After a period of time I told myself that I should forget him, but I always thought of him. I found every detail of him in reality. I really did not know what I should do.
I decided to leave 9Dragons and did not buy 9Dragons money; I was busy with my work and dealt with my social circle. Until one day I found that I had already forgotten him, at least I did not miss him. Without him I can still live well.
