Just like your gentleness
Just like your gentleness
The weather is not cold now in March. The city which I live in is still so busy. Suddenly I have no feeling to write down something and I can not tell the reason.
Yesterday I went shopping. Passed by a toy shop, I decided to enter in. I smiled to see those toys and then I chose a yellow bear. I went out of shop and saw a post hanging on the wall. On the post there was a charming woman. Through the giant French window, I saw a girl standing there with lightly and lonely expression.
Until very late I went home. I seem to have been used to live alone, but I was still afraid of loneliness. So as usual I landed on 9Dragons, this game accompanied with me for long time when I was lonely. I entered into this game not for earning 9Dragons gold and getting high rank. I just wanted to find someone to chat with me. I heard from my friend that this day they had earned a lot of 9 Dragons gold while doing tasks. I really felt happy for them. They are my friends and always helped me a lot when I needed.
One of my friends once said to me that I was too lonely and always did something alone. They did not know what I have experienced. When I was alone in this strange city, I started to swear that I should rely on myself. At first I preferred to use my own money to buy 9 Dragons gold and I did not like to do tasks with people in my union. But later they have changed me, at least in this unreal world. I started to try to do tasks in this cooperative team. We got together to earn cheap 9Dragons gold. In this team I feel comfortable and warm. Also I can experience deeply that through your effort, you can harvest something, such as 9Dragons money.
Until midnight, I had an urge to sleep. I turned off my computer. I was lying in bed and seeing the teddy bear, touched it, I felt very quiet. I also thought of that girl I saw in the day, she did not know I was watching at her, but we have the same loneliness.
It is our lives; it is so simple and then continues. I decided to watch a film tomorrow to warm my heart.
