Beautiful mind
Beautiful mind
I have an excuse to relax in a blackout night. Lying in the bed quietly and thinking of your face. I think of your careful expression while making grass ring. I think of the end of that hot city love play and a dream which has only dreams a half.
I have been used to sit in front of the computer to play online game or search some information and images on the Internet. Anarchy Online is my favorite game. In fact when I first saw this game, I was attracted by its beautiful pictures. In order to play it, I bought a lot of Anarchy credits. Just in this way my equipment became better. But now when I think of this, I find that it is not so worthy. Every time when we went out to do tasks, we could pick up a lot of equipment. Some of equipment was sold to exchange some Anarchy Online credits, and some was shared. That process was exciting, but when I was calm down, I found that I had nothing. I am s person who consider too much about reality. Excepting Anarchy gold, I got nothing; I was depressed after doing tasks.
But this night power cut, many things which was carrying on have to be stopped. After a short time, anxiety and irritable passed, these near and far, new and old, happy and sorrow memories arise in my mind. Perhaps without this blackout, I am not sure how soft you are in my mind. Without this choice to consider, I am not sure how much I have missed. There was a period of time I cared about you so little. I was busy with playing online games and earning Anarchy online gold. You asked me whether I would like to take you to play this game. I did not agree and I was afraid that you would interrupt me. My friend said to me that I did not care about you enough, but my attitude was so indifferent. I still buy AO credits and still ignore you. Now I was regrettable. After experience this thing, I want to apologize to you and tell you how important you are in my heart. I am willing to love you with my true heart. I appreciate everything happened in my life. I appreciate that I can still have you to miss while power cuts. In such a black night, I have beautiful mind I think.
