The love in the game
The love in the game
I have been walking around the game without any aims for the man who has been cheating me for a long time. And now, he has changed his role to another zone, but to my expection, I am also changed my role to this zone. The love has made me lose my mind. For these reason, I should hate him and give up the game and second life linden, but when I closed my eyes, I could see him standing in front of me and smiling to me. I could always think about every place when we have been going to. So then I will went to this place alone, I have already been crazy missing him. But I could not send a email or message to him, because I am not willing to make him know that I am a person like this. I would not like to make him know that I am a so stupid person.
I have gone to every place we have been in order to look for him, I do not know the reason why I did this, I just want to have a meet with him. I could lose cheap linden, I could lose everything, but I could not lose him. This is my finally result of the game. I am just so stupid that althouth I have been cheated by him, I still miss him very much. The first time when we met, the only impression about him was that he was a thoughtful person. He cares about much for me, and I think he was the just person who I need. In the game, he tried all kind of means to give me the perfect equipment. And I will give him linden dollars in order to give something in return.
However, I play the game, but I do not like fighting with others, I just want to talk with my friends when I am online. When he was online, he would protect and said he will protect you, so I could do what I want to do. So I feel very safe when he was beside me. When I was online, no matter where he was, he would come to me, talk with me and protect me. But we never talked about secondlife money, I could not think that he has left me because of money. But it is true that he has left my world without saying. But I am still in the sad about his leaving. I do not know how to pull myself out of that. I am confused. I still buy lindens, but I never use it.
