Perhaps give up, I can close to you
Perhaps give up, I can close to you
I have loved him for five years. He knows, but he does not love me and just regards me as his sister. I am so stubborn; even he has girl friend that I still love him.
I know his girl friend. This girl is kind and very beautiful. I always like to follow him and he really treats me well. He is my neighbor. Every time when they went out, he would bring me. But I could see that his girl friend was a little unwilling to. I think this is understandable, if I were her, I would also be angry. I did not want to damage their relationship, but every time he asked me to go out with them, I did not want to refuse. Until one day I found that our relations became further and further.
He likes to play NosTale Online. For him, I tried my best to master this game. I asked him to bring me to this game. He gave me his previous account and some NosTale gold and taught me some skills. When he could earn some NosTale money, he would share with me. He also was willing to buy NosTale Gold for me. I asked him why he treated me so well. He smiled and said to me that I was his sister. I was sad. I did not know when he knew that I love him; I just know when he started to evade me.
That day he asked me to his home and he drunk a lot. I knew he must have something that made him unhappy. He told me that he had broken up with his girl friend. I found I was happy at that moment. But when I saw his depressed eyes, I was distressed. I comforted him and said that perhaps she would come back soon. At period of time I accompanied with him to play NosTale Online, but in fact I still found he was unhappy. In the process to do the tasks, I even found he cursed others. In my heart he was so perfect. At that time I knew he still could not give up. So I preferred that she was still with him.
Later his girl friend came back. My feeling was mixed. To avoid embarrassment, he evaded me. Even his favorite game, he still has long time not to play it. No one bought cheap NosTale gold for me. Earning NosTale online gold, it was just a joke, without him, I found I could do nothing. But as long as he was happy, I satisfied. Perhaps give up, I can close to you.
