That day I was left alone at home
That day I was left alone at home
That day I was always waiting for him at home. I hoped he could come back early because I met some troubles in the online game. It was about maple mesos and I urgently needed his help. I also wanted to share my unique impressive experience with him together. However, he finally called me that he had no enough time to come back and accompany me to have supper.
When I heard the bad news, except keeping silent, I could do nothing. I knew the online game gradually disappeared in his mind. Maybe he had forgotten mesos which once belonged to both of us. I only knew he became busier and busier. And the time we stayed together was less and less. As a matter of fact, I knew it was unavoidable. After all, the career was the primary. I should support and encourage him.
However, I also missed the past time. At that time in the university, he always accompany me. And he always satisfied my requirements as far as possible. I felt so blissful in those days. We played the online games together. To upgrade and to get more cheap mesos. But it could not be back. When we graduated, everything became difficult in the real life. We had to face more pression from all aspects. Compared with me, he had to take more responsibilities. I never regretted for acquainting with him. It was worth loving him. Because he was always responsible.
He once told me he felt stressed. Sometimes he had to work under pression. He had strong self-esteem. He was independent and always had his own ideas. He was unwilling to be always commanded by others. However, he must accept the reality. It was not the online game where he could do anything according to his thoughts. Though maplestory mesos was wonderful there. He could not confine himself to it. Playing online games was only a form of escapism, but it was worthless. He had to accept all the challenge from the work.
I felt alone in the big room. I should share responsibilities with him in the life. As a matter of fact, I also should take responsibility for myself. I could not satisfy with the present situations. I had to catch any chances to get promotion in the corporation. It also meant higher wages. Then the life would be better. I should immerse myself in the work-related books instead of maple story mesos in the online game.
